I've just realized that you might be about to diagnose me with pre-partum depression based on my last few posts. Not only have I been sounding bummed out, but I'm not sure I've even managed to be that funny about it, and that's unacceptable.
So I just wanted to say that I'm not feeling that negative right now. But I do wish I had a genuinely positive attitude instead. Not only are these the last five or so weeks that I will ever be pregnant (I hope), but they are also the last few weeks that Isaac will be an only child (I hope). (Yes, that was an off-handed parenthetical remark about losing a child. Yes, I already said I wasn't feeling that positive.)
Instead of complaining, I should be appreciating how remarkable it is to be pregnant, and enjoying -- or even relishing -- all the undivided time I can spend with Isaac. I know I'll miss both those things when they're gone.
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